I am my worst enemy

Happy faces... fucking happy faces...
the shit thats hidden behind them can stink up the whole of humanity,
if you dare open it.
Pretenses is tht all we ever have.
People work,do the things they do,
try to drown their demons.
Everyone is running scared, shitless, clueless
with their demons in tow...

Frustration fuel my demons,
Mocking, bitching, feeding on my spinelessness.
fucking with my peace.
Running beyond limitations.
I'm my worst ememy, I let my demons breathe for me.

Fear fuel my demons,
losing, withering, breaking my wits to bits.
Rides with me to places,
cramping me to a corner.
I'm my worst ememy, I let my demons breed for me.

Guilt fuel my demons,
Crushing, hissing, tearing me to pieces.
Bogs me down in the cellar,
tying me to the past.
I'm my worst ememy, I let my demons feel for me.

Procrastination fuel my demons,
Sucking, bleeding, gutting my will dry.
burning me to the core,
Turns me to dead weight.
I'm my worst enemy, I let my demons think for me.

I'm my worst enemy, I let my demons fucking live for me.
I'm my worst enemy, I let my demons fucking live for me.